Chapter 852 He Doesn't Want Her, Living in Hate All the
urther, he leaned against her thin shoulder and asked in a low voice, "How many days will you usually be like this"Wen Man's face was flushed crimson.After a while, she whispered, "Five days."Ho Shaot...As night deepened, Zhang Baiyan returned to his bedroom.
Qin Yu sat alone, lost in thought. He knew she was heartbroken; after all, her parents had just passed away in such a tragic way.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Qin Yu came to his senses.
She gazed at her husband, tears still clinging to the corners of her eyes.
Zhang Baiyan walked over and took a tissue to gently wipe it for her, his voice was also soft. "Thinking of your mother"
Qin Yu put down the photo album in his hand. It was brought from Qin's residence.
She hummed softly, a tinge of sadness in her voice. "Zhang Baiyan, I always wonder if things would have been different if I had insisted on keeping her that day. Would we not be facing this outcome"
Zhang Baiyan squatted down, he gently touched her belly.
After a moment, he said softly, "But she will live her life in resentment and anger. She will never be happy! Qin Yu, I'm not encouraging her to do this, nor am I saying it's right. It just happened, and we can't change it... This isn't your fault, don't blame yourself, okay"
Qin Yu lowered her head to look at him.
She looked for a long time, and suddenly tears streamed down her face, one by one like beads on a broken string.
At night, sadness came upon me suddenly.
Qin Yu cried, Zhang Baiyan stepped forward and gently embraced her. At this moment, no one felt good. The two of them had almost lost all their relatives and could only rely on each other for comfort in the future.
Qin Yu cried, her voice choked and broken, "But I'm still sad."
Zhang Baiyan gently coaxed her.
At this moment, he deeply felt that the person in his arms was his wife... They were going to support each other for a lifetime.
Xiao Qin was standing at the door.
He can't sleep because he's afraid of sleeping in a different bed.
But when he reached the door, he saw his sister crying so sadly. During the day she had been so fierce, he thought she wouldn't cry... Little Qin slowly realized that he no longer had a mother either.
His little face was blank.
After a while, he went back to his room with his pillow and quietly lay down.
Children always cry.
Middle of the night, the pillow was soaked up to half.
As dawn broke, Zhang Baiyan got up to make breakfast. Xiao Qinfen obediently got out of bed and made his bed. After washing up, he even watered the flowers and plants on the balcony and swept the living room once over. He was so capable and sensible that it tugged at one's heartstrings.
Zhang Baiyan asked him to sit and eat.
Either children or pregnant women live at home. Breakfast is very plentiful, with plenty of eggs and milk.
Xia Qin usually still lived a refined life, only eating delicious food cooked by chefs. He couldn't stomach home-cooked meals... But when he thought of his sister's crying face last night, he choked back his words and swallowed the egg.
Zhang Baiyan patted his head, "I'll take you to school in a while."
Little Qin nodded vigorously.
He drank down most of the porridge, then drank some milk. When he left, he walked to the bedroom door and whispered, "Sister, I'm going to school!"
Qin Yu ignored him!
Chapter Ber spoke as he carried the child away, "Your sister hasn't woken up yet."
But Xiao Qin Fen knew he was awake, just didn't want to pay attention to him.
He got into the car dejectedly.
When Zhang Baiyan started the car, he suddenly asked, "Daddy and Mommy, are they never coming back"
Zhang Baiyan gripped the steering wheel.
After a long silence, he finally whispered, "Yes, they're not coming back! From now on, you'll live with us."
Xiao Qin rested her chin on her knees.
He was young, he didn't yet understand the joys and sorrows of human life, but he had already lost his loved ones.
……
Zhang Baiyan led Qin Fen away.
Qin Yu got up. Usually, she would get up at this time.
She purposely pretended not to see him in order to avoid the child. She softened her heart and brought him back, but she didn't know how to get along with him.
And in her heart, she also harbored some resentment towards him.
If he hadn't existed, her mother wouldn't have died. But she knew that this hatred made no sense. The real culprit was her father, it was his fault. She had unjustly placed the blame on an innocent child. If she could, she wished he wouldn't have been born into such circumstances either!
Qin Yu washed, had breakfast, and then started tidying up the house.
After tidying up the living room and her bedroom, I hesitated for a moment before entering that small room.
Qin Fen has already tidied up.
The floor was swept clean, and the bedding was neatly made. But… Qin Yu sat on the edge of the bed, his hand touching a dampness on the pillow as soon as he reached out. Upon closer inspection, it turned out that half of the pillow was wet.
Qin Yu's mood was complicated.
She sat quietly for a long time, taking the pillow out to sunbathe and separating the pillowcase to wash it. In the evening, she put it back in its original place, making sure no one noticed.
This afternoon, it is Zhang Baiyan's child who came.
He went out with Xiao Qinfen to buy vegetables, meat and some fruit. Xiao Qinfen probably knew that he was eating plain rice, so he wouldn't buy expensive things. He just wanted an apple.
Zhang Baiyan bought two more coconuts, inserted a straw into each one, and let him drink.
Little Qin sipped carefully.
He thought it tasted good.
He held onto Zhang Baiyan's hand tightly, wishing that if his sister went out, she would also let him hold her hand... how nice that would be. Probably because of blood ties, Zhang Baiyan treated him very well, but in his heart, he was still not as good as Qin Yu.
Back home, Zhang Baiyan saw that on the small dining table, there were some snacks for children and a set of toys. They looked pretty expensive... Qin Yu had been saving money recently and wouldn't usually buy things like this.
Zhang Baiyan looked at Xiao Qin with admiration and said, "Thank you, sister."
Qin Yu was making a fruit salad in the kitchen. With her back to me, she paused and said, "I didn't buy it on purpose, just picked some up along the way."
Zhang Baiyan listened and chuckled, patting Xiao Qinfen on the shoulder.
Little Qin clutched his toy and a bag of snacks as he went back to his room. After putting down the toy, he suddenly thought of something... he went to look at his pillow.
The pillow was dry and comfortable. Sniffing it, you could still smell the sun.
Little Qin looked dumbfounded.
For a while, he held the pillow tightly, unwilling to let go, big tears rolling down his cheeks... Qin Yu stood quietly at the door, after a long time she softly said, "If you cry any more, no one will help you dry them!"
Little Qin immediately stopped her tears.
He obediently said, "Thank you, sister."
"Bother!"
Qin Yu cursed at him, and then her own eyes welled up with tears. Xiao Qin rushed over to try and wipe them away for her, but he was too short to reach, so he could only look up at her.
Qin Yu knew he was out of line.
She composed herself and said, "It's still a while until dinner. Why don't you finish your homework first! If you get hungry, have some fruit to tide you over."
Little Qin nodded vigorously. For every word he said, she'd nod once.
But Qin Yu felt a pang of sadness in her heart. Suddenly, she understood why he had insisted on returning with her.
Here, even if she hated him, there was a shred of goodwill left within her.
But if I went to the orphanage, who knows what would happen.
Qin Yu squatted down. She wouldn't say anything sentimental to him because she still minded his background... But she felt sorry for him, perhaps she should be nicer to him.
Xiao Qin sensed her emotions.
He didn't say anything, just desperately helped Qin Yu wipe away her tears.
Outside the door, Zhang Baiyan watched quietly.
Actually, if Qin Fen hadn't returned with them, he would have been a constant thorn in Qin Yu's heart. She would have forever hated her father for having an illegitimate son. But since Qin Fen came back with them, he became Qin Yu's brother.
When he was young, Zhang Baiyan was controlled by hatred.
He didn't want Qin Yu to also live in hate....guang when he was 16 years old.Back then, they were still good.Lu Shu brought his mind home, and as soon as he went back, he saw Lu Xun cooking. He put down his briefcase and took the things from her...