Chapter 923: Heart-Piercing Words

" 。" Qiao Shunchen's cold command finally brought Qin Jingwen's wandering soul back to its rightful place, and she finally found the real Qiao Shunchen. 。Qin Jingwen retracted her gaze and opened h...Qin Jingwen communicated with her children, but she never took the initiative to say a word to Qiao Shunchen from beginning to end.

Even though she was nothing, even though she had nothing to do with Joseph Chen... 。But Qiao Shunchen must at least respect her, he can't just talk to her when he's happy and ignore her when he's not, not even a punctuation mark. 。"Winnie, I apologize for what happened in the studio that day because of the money..." 。Just as Qin Jingwen was thinking about something, Qiao Shunchen uttered an apology. 。"It's nothing"> 。Qin Jingwen's true anger wasn't about money, but no matter what he apologized for, she accepted it, only accepting it on the surface. 。"That day I was going to tell you about my trip, but because I was angry, I didn't say anything." 。I'm sorry, I was rude. I didn't consider your feelings. 。"From now on, we won't fight over money anymore." 。 Qiao Shunchen knew he was being petty, knew he should have greeted Qin Jingwen, knew he shouldn't have gone days without a phone call. 。Knowing I was wrong, so I apologized. I just don't know if Qin Jingwen can truly forgive me. 。 “It's nothing…” 。There will be no money problems in the short term, so there will be no arguments. 。"I have the money now. From playing games for four months with Chu Yang, I made a lot of money and it can solve all my problems. 。Qin Jingwen was able to bring this up because she wanted to tell Qiao Shunchen that she would never use his money again, and therefore there was no need to argue. 。"Mommy, did you make money" 。"Yeah, mom made money." 。When you grow up, Mom will give each of you a house. When you're feeling down or don't want to go home, you can always go to your own house. 。This was Qin Jingwen's long-planned arrangement. These were the only things she could give her child. 。“I don't want to, I won't live alone.” 。Joe Hsu voiced his dissent. 。"Right now, I don't want to live alone. When you grow up and have your own things to worry about, you won't want to live with mom and dad anymore." 。Back then, you needed a private space. 。Qin Jingwen understands the feelings that children will have when they grow up, and she is now starting to prepare for them. 。"If it's really necessary, I'll earn money to buy a house myself. Mom, don't work too hard for us." 。" But I don't think I need to, I never want to be separated from my parents, I want to live with you both forever. " 。" Joe Hsu's idea was so simple, and Qin Jingwen felt a pang of pain after hearing it. " 。She knew that Qiao Zixuan said these words as a kind of hope for the family. 。He never had a complete family growing up, he didn't experience the warmth of home and was instead abused by Song Yiren. So he craved family even more than Ban Yue, to the point that every intense reaction originated with him. 。"Well, I wonder if you'll still be able to say that when you're in your teenage years." 。When the time comes, being willful and throwing tantrums again, what's most annoying is parents. You probably want to get away from your parents' control more than anyone else. 。Qin Jingwen pretended she hadn't heard the meaning in Qiao Zixuan's words, and jokingly continued talking. 。"Up until now, I haven't had a normal home. When I hit puberty, I was rebellious and showed my temper to anyone. Who could have tolerated me" 。Even though I feel like hating everyone, I don't have the right to do so because my parents aren't around. 。" Qiao Zixuan was deeply moved and couldn't control his emotions for a moment, saying a few more words. " 。His words fell silent in the private room, and Qiao Zixuan realized he had spoken incorrectly. 。"I'm sorry, Mom. I'm sorry, Dad. I shouldn't have spoken like that." 。After apologizing, Joe continued to eat, but it was clear that he was in a bad mood. 。It's heartbreaking for Qin Jingwen to think that a child of only six or seven years old has to bear such psychological burdens. 。Childhood, ah, should be the happiest age, but her child lost this right from birth. 。"No, I'm sorry it's Mom and Dad" 。I'm sorry, Mom and Dad. 。Qin Jingwen had to apologize because she couldn't give the child what they wanted. 。"Mom, I have one more thing to say. No matter where you go, you can't leave me and my sister behind. I want to go with you." 。"The reason why this topic is mentioned again is because when I woke up this morning, I didn't see my mother. Knowing that my mother had left the suburbs, I worried that she would never come back and that she would leave them forever. " 。Yet the unwavering choice to leave with mom instead of staying with dad was still because of the fear of being abused if she stayed with him, and the fear of encountering another stepmother like Song Yien. 。The private room fell silent once again. This silence, like a merciless ocean, swallowed Qin Jingwen's life. She was in pain, she suffered, she struggled helplessly, yet her heart was filled with guilt. 。"Brother, don't worry, Mom won't abandon us." 。Keep eating, this barbecue is so delicious! 。“ She's not a foodie, she's just trying to lighten the mood. 。She could tell her parents were embarrassed, and she could see the fear in her brother's eyes that he wasn't fully hiding. 。She was also afraid of her mom and dad leaving, but because she hadn't gone through the same thing as her brother, she wasn't as panicked. 。"Mom and Dad, I'm sorry " 。After apologizing again, Qiao Zixuan obediently ate his meal, but his mood was not as excited as before. 。Qin Jingwen had nothing to say in response. Faced with her child, she only felt guilt, with no way to compensate. 。When it was time to eat, everyone was cheerful. Qiao Zixuan's few words pierced everyone's hearts. 。The conversation started with money, but trying to avoid it ended up affecting the dining atmosphere. 。Not until the barbecue was finished did she get better. 。Two children suggested to live with their mother at home, Qin Jingwen didn't refuse out of guilt. 。Qiao Shunchen couldn't rest assured leaving a few people behind, so he insisted on going back to Qin Jingwen's house with them. 。Both children had gone back to their rooms to sleep. Jo Shunchin felt it was necessary to have a heart-to-heart talk with Qin Jingwen again. 。Then I went to Qin Jingwen's room on my own accord. 。"Would you like to talk" He asked Qin Jingwen's opinion while sitting down on the edge of her bed. 。"I already feel guilty enough towards the child, I don't want to talk about it anymore." 。"

Qin Jingwen knew exactly what Qiao Shunchen wanted to talk about, and she resisted the topic because it was meaningless 。Some things must be addressed psychologically to feel comfortable, it's not something that can just be ignored and forgotten. 。"

"Winnie, you heard what the children said. Actually, they really long for a warm and stable home." 。"I was a jerk, and I ignored you too much. 。I know you hate me, I know you can't accept what I did. 。"But can you look at the child's face and give me another chance, and give the child a complete family " 。" Qiao Shunchen said a lot in one breath, afraid that Qin Jingwen would interrupt him halfway and not give him a chance to speak. 。But this time was definitely an exception. Qin Jingwen actually listened to him finish his words. 。Qin Jingwen didn't listen seriously and knew what Qiao Shunchen wanted to say. She remained silent, not interrupting him, but thinking about how to answer this question. 。“How many times do I have to tell you We can't be together. Even if we stay together for the sake of the child, we will eventually split up.” 。"Do you think it's better to not give children any hope at all, or to give them hope and then disappoint them" 。Qin Jingwen wasn't in a hurry. This time, she wanted to have a good talk with Qiao Shunchen and hope they could work together to give their child the best possible living environment. 。"Why say it like that Why do we have to separate" 。I've been doing my best to resolve everything that has happened in the past, and things are settled now. There are no obstacles between us anymore. 。“ Joe Shun-Chen and Qin Jingwen had different thoughts. He felt they would get better instead of breaking up.” 。The obstacles between us will always exist, one solved and another arises, like weeds that sprout anew every year, adding fresh leaves year after year. 。When do you think we can finish this 。"Even if there were no objections between you and me, the gap between us is too great. 。When two people with vastly different backgrounds get married, they may struggle to adapt to each other over time and eventually decide to end the relationship. 。Qin Jingwen spoke one reason after another, and at this moment she realized that there were so many reasons, and many more that she didn't know if she would have a chance to finish today. 。“I don't think so, I don't think that the gap in material possessions is a reason not to get married.” 。As long as two people in love are together, all difficulties can be overcome. 。" And just in terms of money, you're not inferior to me in other aspects, even superior. " 。Jo Shun-chen was stating facts, not trying to curry favor with Qin Jingwen by making himself seem agreeable. 。Qin Jingwen's excellence and fulfillment are not just seen by him alone, everyone can see it clearly. 。"Don't joke around, even if it was just about money I wouldn't be confident. 。"Maybe we should think of other ways. Life isn't just about romantic love. You can respect me, admire me, and even treat me as your best friend." 。I think this is the most suitable relationship for us to maintain in the long run. 。Qin Jingwen said there were too many inappropriate reasons to explain, maybe it wasn't Qiao Shunchen's problem, maybe it was her own problem. 。In short, she dared not and could not take things further with Qiao Shunchen, let alone marriage becoming a reality. 。The other day she wavered, even discarding all obstacles and wanting to accept Joe Shunchen 。She thought Qiao Shunchen was serious about her and that she could trust him. 。But he still remembered Ye Wen and even went abroad to look for that woman. 。Qin Jingwen only then came to her senses, realizing that he hadn't changed at all. To him, the woman he cared about still held the most important place in his heart. 。So she wavered, but she also felt disheartened once again. 。"Wenwen, these are just a few of many excuses you've come up with. No matter how many reasons I give you, you'll always have a counter-argument." 。I don't want to make friends, I just want to be with the people I love. 。"Tell me all the obstacles you have, write them down if you want, I will solve each one by one, and never give you any reason to refuse me again. " 。 Qiao Shunchen was certain he still couldn't convince Qin Jingwen. She was hurt too deeply, and until now, he wasn't completely transparent himself. 。He is only trying while she is pulling back. 。"One reason for refusal is enough." 。"If I don't love you, I can't marry you. " 。"

Talking back and forth, this reason is the refusal to Qiao Shunchen's last and most direct reason >>> 。If she doesn't love him, who can force her to marry him If they both don't love each other, they can just give up completely. 。Although Qiao Shunchen knew Qin Jingwen was just joking, he still felt hurt by the hopeful look in her eyes. 。He looked sadly at Qin Jingwen, not knowing how to make her take back what she just said. 。"Are you sure you don't love me" Qiao Shunchen countered, staring straight at Qin Jingwen 。ve freely. 。He is changing little by little, and this change is thanks to Qin Jing's gentle guidance as a child. 。But can their relationship, after it ends, still bring about such a change "We can wa...